I know. I do my best to remember why I chose to be the King of Bel, but...
[He's afraid of forgetting. That along the way, he would forget about his old life as a human boy, his bonds with his friends, his family - who either believes he's dead or is Naoya - and the reason why he gave up everything for them.
He's afraid of forgetting all of that and become the demon who think of humans as merely insects.
When Atsuro was here, he find it easy to remember. Atsuro was a constant reminder of what he's fighting for, and that's why Kouki hated himself for selfishly wanting his friend to stay.]
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[He's afraid of forgetting. That along the way, he would forget about his old life as a human boy, his bonds with his friends, his family - who either believes he's dead or is Naoya - and the reason why he gave up everything for them.
He's afraid of forgetting all of that and become the demon who think of humans as merely insects.
When Atsuro was here, he find it easy to remember. Atsuro was a constant reminder of what he's fighting for, and that's why Kouki hated himself for selfishly wanting his friend to stay.]
I guess I need a reminder sometimes.